Each day brings with it a surprise,
Will happiness flood me easily or tears be seen in my eyes?
Well I understand my struggle enough to vocalize my need for help?
Or, will it paralyze me, leaving me unable to speak, to whisper, to yell?
Will today be the day the feelings take over and I believe my purpose here is through?
Or, will I be able to see all of God’s glorious truths?
Will I laugh and interact, engaging in meaningful conversation?
Or, will I turn inside myself not knowing how to find salvation?
Will I stare across the room, at the wall, or just close my eyes…trying to escape the nothingness inside?
Or, will I feel the joy that I know is always there?
Will I be able to discern Satan from what is real?
Be it a struggle to find Joy or that Joy is simply there…
I will live each day with purpose.
I will praise and stay in prayer.
I will overcome this illness that has chosen me as its home.
God is by my side and promises to leave nothing left undone!